Oh weighted love.
Love will bring up or crush you in desperate.
For a moment everything is ok,
Then eyes wonder,
Laughter.
Than apparent isolation takes a toll.
You know of the connection, but was not given a plug to connect.
Then find self a alien in his own land.
More it hurts the farther they go away.
I am disease must be…
Why I am seen as nothing.
I hurt so much I feel sick.
I weep,
I am seen as monster that is going strike out at any moment.
So we better pretend I am not there.