I opened a door,
Who did I let in,
I closed a door,
Who did lock in,
I locked in with my sin.
Erupting from my insides,
Spill onto my life,
Leaving only ruins.
Nightmare I live,
With my heart dipped in hell,
I turned into a monster.
No body I love looks at me same.
I have turned into restless spirit…
No peace, no rest,
I cry out to Jesus with no rest…
I cling to the ashes I have left…
Home is distance pass.
There’s no where left to go…
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